I once asked him why he stopped a particular series of his paintings. You know, he would start a type of painting and keep doing more and more of them until he made one that he thought was the best of the series, and it always was, and then he stopped, and started another series. Why stop, I asked him. “Dead end,” he answered. But Stepha [Fernando’s wife] once gave me a better explanation: “Your father tries to find God through his paintings. When he realizes that a particular visual concept he’s pushing will not get him there, he stops and tries a new concept.” So one day I asked him if he believed in God, or at least did he think he could ever find God. He answered, No, of course not, then added, I remember very clearly, “There is no God but the purpose of life is to find him.”

Fernando Gerassi (1899-1974) Turkish-Spanish-American artist

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John Gerassi, his son, discussing Fernando during an interview with his friend, Jean-Paul Sartre.